thoughts from yours truly

Yesterday was the last day of finals! Right now, I feel so relaxed and relieved.  I didn’t really feel it all that much yesterday.. probably because I had a lot of things to do; such as go to my interview, do laundry, clean, etc. I was able to watch christmas movies with Theresa though! However, we were both soooo exhausted from finals week and started falling asleep during the second movie haha. 

Now that I’m all well-rested, and with all the cleaning and studying done, i feel like break has OFFICIALLY started. Andrew gets here real soon too! He also finished his finals this morning so it’s a partayy up in here! whooohooo.  Let’s see.. something exciting going on is that I’m going to the Sara Bareilles concert tonight. I AM SOOOO EXCITED!! You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to see her in concert.  Her & John Mayer are the only two artists I want to see live in concert before I die.  I had an opportunity a few months earlier to see her at Golden Gate Park for FREE, but i just knew it would be way too crowded and I wouldn’t be able to see or hear that great.  I’m so glad she’s coming to SF to perform! Sometimes I’m so busy with school that I forget how lucky I am to be living in such a great city.  There are so many things to do and so many opportunities.  

Well, starting now, I’m counting down the days till Christmas!! I want to do a bunch of things :) I will most likely blog about my two weeks of winterbreak in SF & then in Hawaii! 

Happpppy Holidays ~ it’s my favorite time of year! 

sick to my stomach.

did not realize how eerily similar Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty were… they look the same, the singing, the birds & animals, the fairies’ - woah, woah, woah man! 

The reason why this random thought popped up was because I’m currently watching sleeping beauty right now on youtube.. instead of studying -____-

Right now, I’m in a cubicle attempting to study for my oral japanese exam… but i’m so tired.. i just feel like laying in bed while watching sleeping beauty! haha no pun intended.  Just took my first exam today… I didn’t expect the Japanese exam to be so long; but wow, 8 pages! took me 2 hours to finish. I think i did pretty well, so I just hope I have this same feeling after every exam I take. 

One down, two more finals and a paper to go! 

Just want everything to be over with…. Then, I will be able to relax and take a breather.  I’ll be able to start enjoying break without any worries about tests. 

Lately, I haven’t been so sure about things in life, but right now, I know I’m happy.  The pessimistic side of me is telling me something bad will happen.. so stop enjoying your happiness. But you know what? I’ve had so many bad things happen to me in life.. that i should really just cherish all the happy times… Life isn’t certain; i won’t figure things out - as the way it should be.  But for now, I’m going to take everything in as it goes and live and and learn.  

I have a lot of “what if’s” that run though my mind about love; such as, what if i find someone better than the current person you’re with, and how do i know if there are other people out there that I’m belong with?  I just want to know if the person i will/am with is the one?  I’ve come to the conclusion that if i’m happy with whoever I’m currently with, nothing else matters. there’s always going to be someone better out there; but what I realize is that, why pursue them when you’re already happy with the current person you’re with? Why break off something that’s already so great? I think that love is when you know that there’s people out there that may be better, but choosing not to care because you’re happy and content with the current person you’re with. 

woah.. way too many thoughts. but much needed break away from studying HAHA. well, probably gonna try go back to studying.. but will probs end up watching sleeping beauty at the same time :P 

it officially starts THIS WEEK. last day of classes are tomorrow! i feel like i should be jumping up and down, but i have a final two days after… so boo, just studying for me.

I’m going to be hardcore and study all weekend. Blah, lots of stuff on my mind. But, no time to think about other things other than finals.  I must fight till the end! Nothing else is in my sight but finals.   

R.I.P till then, 

<3 yours truly